again

(April 3rd, 2006)

it was soo fast that i didnt know it was coming…before i knew it, there it was and it was too good to be true…as i thought i would embrace it in an instant, my limbs squealed as my mind told it to hold and step backward….horrific figures continue to linger that it controls all my systems…

as to when that significant person can hold on…i could only wonder…don’t know if i have to stand up for that again for as far as i can remember, it was always what i did…or see that peson stand on his own to prove that he can build me castles in the sky…


tooo complicated…so much mixed emotions and it hasn’t been officially starting……