how do you get used to missing someone whose across miles? someone who can't even call right away when you miss him? this has been the nth time i have asked this questions..
it is times like this that your nerves actually goes frantic and you have no idea how to pacify it. for a nurse, it's kinda odd not knowing how to counteract that. Two more months and hopefully, things will back to normal...
but it is really hard not to be sad when you just can't reach the person who pacifies your soul with the mere sound of his voice...it is hard to be strong all the time..this has been repeatedly said but i did survive the rough times...but i still have to wish at times that it wouldn't be this hard...
